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  • Writer's pictureTamara Weed

Updated: Oct 30, 2021

On January 20th I didn’t watch the sham inauguration. I couldn’t. And that night, just like 80 million other Trump supporters, I was pretty depressed, and emotionally drained. We’d just spent the last 4 years fighting every single day alongside a real President. We researched, we learned, we fought against the fake media, the corrupt elected officials, our families, and our friends. Some of us were beaten and murdered. But we fought on and did our best to let President Trump know we loved him and stood behind him. Every day we fought an uphill battle and then to have to watch him walk away from the White House when we knew, without a doubt that the election was fraudulent, was bad enough, but to even think about watching a sham administration be sworn in, was too much.

And then a few nights later Donald Trump Jr. posted on Telegram the following message:

“Big announcement stay tuned!”

You can imagine that in the second that people read those words, their minds immediately went to their deepest desire – the announcement was going to be that President Trump was returning, the bad guys were going down to Gitmo, (and ohhhhh they so deserve to, and need to be going there). But that wasn’t the announcement that came out. I don’t think Don Jr. thought about the reaction his words would inspire. I think he was just excited about something he was doing. But that post, and the emotions that came out of that moment, helped me fill in what was missing in this blog post.

I know that based on the Q drops, were supposed to be enjoying the show – right? (Yes – I’m a Q follower. If that bothers you . . . why?) At any rate, we’re supposed to be enjoying the show. The thing is, though, because we’re awake AND because we have a conscience, we’re all sitting around on pins and needles, unable to enjoy the “show”. We’re unable because we know there are still children out there being kidnapped, tortured, sacrificed, and killed. We know there are people losing their livelihood, and their lives. People are out there committing suicide because they find no hope in their situation.

We’re awake, and we cannot go back to sleep. We can’t move backwards and for the moment we feel we can’t go forward. It’s knowing the truth, and once you know the truth, and SEE it, you can’t go backwards. You can’t unknow it.

It’s that I know, now, that none of the past elections, for decades have been real. Except for maybe Regan and for sure the 2016 election. Oh the 2016 election was definitely rigged but they hadn’t planned for Trump actually winning as many votes as he did. That’s why they’ve been so mad for the past 4 years. They hadn’t planned well enough for Trump’s unexpected win. It’s that knowledge and the fact that they were allowed to get away with it that I can’t un-know.

It’s having watched a decent man be treated like he was worse than the sludge you’d find at a waste plant - listening to people in the media, and in our Congress, spew their hatred at him and talk about him as if he were the worst of mankind, when if they’d just look in the mirror or listen to themselves, they’d see the exact ugliness they accused him of. It’s hearing people call him evil when he couldn’t be further from that, while the people they support are actually torturing and trafficking children, and bringing in drugs to destroy children’s lives, and the lives of their families. That’s evil.

It’s knowing that they, those in the White House now, were willing to separate families during a time when families needed each other the most, burn down our cities, destroy our businesses and commit murder all because their hatred of one man.

It’s watching Americans dutifully put on a face mask and give up their freedoms without putting up any semblance of a fight.

It’s knowing that I have friends and family that were too filled with hate to take a minute and ask the questions they needed to ask. Questions like:

Why IS the media so negative against this President when they’ve never been that way before – ever?

Or why DOES Nancy Pelosi and crew want President Trump out so badly that they do nothing, NOTHING, for the people for four years except spend all their time finding ways to fight Trump?

Or the biggest question they should have asked – WAS there cheating in the election? They didn’t want to know the truth because if there was cheating, and if President Trump won by the landslide that he actually DID win by, they’d have to question themselves on the fact that they might be wrong about a lot of things. But those so called intellectual, self-acclaimed smart people couldn’t be bothered to find out if they might be wrong.

This depression and shock that we’ve been in after seeing President Trump leave the White House – this is what the left wants to see from us. They want to see us defeated. They want us to know that we better never try this again, and we better think the way they want us to think, because they’re back in control now and they don’t plan on ever letting go again.

I say NO! I say no to their calls for unity because they can’t be serious – right? They have called us names for the last 5 years, they’ve shown their contempt for us openly, and they have threatened us over and over again. It’s being abused and then having the abuser say “now come give me a hug and a kiss – it’s all over now” and expecting us to do just that . . . kiss and make up.

I say NO.

What we can do, though, is move forward, and we need to. Let's get busy for our beloved America. It’s time for us to show President Trump that we’re there for him. Oh, I know we showed him love at the rallies and by our votes. But he needs to know that his efforts on our behalf, were not in vain.

So, let’s move forward. Let’s find ways to create new companies that are conservative based, and Christ centered. We need to replace Amazon, Twitter, FB, Verizon, AT & T, Sprint, General Electric, Gillette, Walmart, and ANY other company that has been not only shoving their leftist views down our throats but censoring us and shaming us in those same efforts to brainwash us. WE need to replace the companies that gladly took our money and gave it to the evil that now resides in the White House. We need to stop watching the shows and movies that traitorous celebrities are in. We need to start new motion picture studios and support those that are conservative or God centered like Pureflix.

We CAN come up with new ideas – WE ARE the people with the money, the moral ethic to actually work, and we know life isn’t easy, so we’re not going to give up when our first efforts don’t go the way we necessarily want them too. We need to stop buying from the above-mentioned companies, (and others I failed to mention). We need to ignore the mainstream media and don’t click on their stories. They’re still lying to us. We need to do exactly what the National Guard guys did and turn our backs on this administration, the Mainstream Media, and the companies that support them.

Even if this is it, and nothing else good happens, the one good thing that I’ll hold onto is that President Trump brought the enormity of the corruption of our government into the light so that we could see it. Really see it. That man put up with four years of hatred, and pure evil thrown at him from every direction – except from us. Be thankful that you are awake and can see the perversion that tried so hard to stay in the shadows because Donald Trump opened our eyes to the truth of the evil that has insidiously taken control in this beautiful Country. Things that make me weep. Things that make God weep.

I didn’t put my faith in President Trump because I thought he was God. I put my faith in President Trump because I believe in Jesus Christ and I believe that God has his hand on Donald J. Trump, and that God is moving in this country. HE is using President Trump to wake us up. HE is giving us another chance to turn back to HIM.

If my people, who are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.” 2 Chronicles 7:14

God uses flawed people to reach us. He always has. And even if it was God’s will that Biden got in through cheating for whatever reasons God has – God is moving in this Country. HE used President Trump to reach people not just in America, but around the world to pray for America – the one and only shining beacon of freedom that remains in this world. Because of those prayers, I believe that God has heard and that there is a reckoning coming for Biden, and the rest of the deep state cabal. But even if there isn’t…even if it’s God’s will that America fall, I still see God’s hand in the Trump Presidency and I still trust God’s will for the good of all.

Let’s connect with those that we trust and reach out to each other for ideas on how to beat what the left has in mind for us. And let’s keep God in our daily move forward. We need to pray for each other, for this Country, and like it or not we need to pray for those that we find it the hardest to consider praying for.

God doesn’t make mistakes. He didn’t make a mistake when he created you, or me, or even any of the evil doers that are in the White House right now. They made a choice, somewhere along the way to align themselves with evil. We don’t know their hearts, even though we may think we do.

But God does.

Jesus took upon himself the torture spewed hatred that Satan inspired the Romans to instill on Him during his trials and eventual crucifixion . . . HE did it to save our souls. God opened my eyes to HIS soul-saving grace and mercy years ago, to which I am eternally grateful for. I trust that God has this under control according to HIS Will and that’s good enough for me. I may not understand what’s happening right now, or know how it’s going to end . . .

But God does.

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  • Writer's pictureTamara Weed

Recently (within this last year) I had someone say to me “I can’t even imagine doing to my family, what you did”. It might come as a surprise to that person that before I made the choice to do what I did, I too, could not imagine doing what I did. The thought of having an affair was not something I felt I’d ever do. I always believed that I would choose the higher ground, and make only the “best” choices. After all, I always believed I was a person of good character and integrity. In the end, I was human and imperfect.

So, did I explain all of that to the person who was attacking me with their dagger of judgement? No. In the heat of that moment, with all of the intensity of emotion that was in play, my thinking was not as quick or concise as I might have hoped it to be. But this isn’t about me.

This is about someone else. Someone else who made a choice to turn to someone outside of her marriage for affection because of the verbal abuse and emotional neglect she was experiencing at home. With alcohol fueling the abuse from her husband, and a mother who beats her down with words of negativity, and no thought to her daughter’s safety, she feels lost and unsure of whom can she turn to. She’s dulled her pain with alcohol, but that didn’t heal anything. She was lonely and hurting and in need of someone to tell her that she mattered; that she was important.

“Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she’s going down today?” Casting Crowns – Does anybody hear Her?

So she made a choice. Should she have made a better choice? Definitely. Is she a ‘bad’ person? No. Is she a person of good character and integrity? Yes. Slightly tarnished, perhaps, but my answer is still yes. But when we’re drowning, we reach out and grab onto the first thing we see, or that one something we think will help us cope. Booze. Drugs. Another person.

“She is yearning for shelter and affection that she never found at home. She is searching for a hero to ride in, to ride in and save the day. And then walks in her prince charming, and he knows just what to say. A momentary lapse of reason, and she gives herself away.” Casting Crowns – Does anybody hear Her?

We imperfect humans make choices, many times bad, based on emotions, and life situations. All choices have consequences; and many of those consequences span years. For the person in this particular situation one of those consequences is that her husband caught her with the other person. Not a good consequence, perhaps? On the other hand, she can start making better choices.

God is working in her life. HE is the only one that can bring about the healing that is badly needed in her marriage, in her, and in her husband. To close her eyes to the fact that God is inviting her to let HIM work through her, she will remain in an unhappy, unfulfilled, miserable life. Or she can accept the invitation from God and let God do what only HE can do. Does inviting God in mean that the consequences of her choices will only be good? No. There will still be tears and raw emotions and a lack of trust, on both sides. There will be much looking ‘within’ to find the hurt inside that needs to be dredged up, understood, accepted and then given over to God for healing. There might even be a parting of the ways for her and her husband. In the end though, there will be peace and the unconditional love that only God can provide.

The choices we make in this life, and the experiences we have through those choices, are what make us who we are. Life is about learning how to make good choices, and being taught to be fair and honest, and kind; of good character and integrity. It’s about wanting to, and trying to be those things. It’s about realizing that sometimes, despite our best intentions, even people of good character and integrity make bad choices. It’s about understanding that choices aren’t always made when we’re in the best shape emotionally. It’s about seeing a person through their actions and not just the bad choices. It’s about seeing the atonement made for their mistakes. It’s about learning to forgive.

And, to really know how to forgive, one must know God and comprehend the depth of forgiveness and love that HE encompasses through the giving of HIS Son on the cross.

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  • Writer's pictureTamara Weed

“The funny thing about doubt is you can’t control its comings and goings. But faith is stronger than doubt because you control faith.” Gene Ho, Trumpography 2018

So if God gives us what we need, even when we fight it every step of the way, why doesn’t that include an abundance of faith. I mean, we need that, don’t we? For me the answer is double sided. No HE doesn’t just give us faith; we have to seek him for it, and then once we do, Yes HE will give us an abundance of faith.

We ask God for a lot. We ask HIM for security, health, (for us and others), safety, joy, peace, no more pain, healing . . . etc.

God asks one thing of us: To have faith that HE is there and loves us, forgives us, and will answer our prayers. Within that faith, HE expects us to live by his rules, even when he knows we most likely will fail.

You’d think that with all we ask of HIM, we should be able to have an abundance of faith once we seek him out. But we don’t, at least not at first, and sometimes even after we think we do, something traumatic happens in our lives and we lose our faith, or turn away from it because we’re hurting, angry, and mostly because we don’t understand. We question God. How could HE let this happen? We feel HE has failed us, or let us down. We trusted HIM with our faith, but what good is our faith if HE’s going to take our loved ones, or let something horrible happen.

So why do we question HIM? Where did that warm fuzzy, wonderful feeling of joy in our new found faith go?

I believe that because God gave us free will, HE can’t just reach down and give us an abundance of faith. Instead HE wants us to come to HIM through Jesus, and in that journey we learn more about our God. As we learn more about HIM our faith starts out like a seedling, breaking through the surface and feeling the warmth of the sun, and it feels marvelous. Some of us stop there . . . we’ve accepted Jesus into our hearts and we have faith that it’s going to be all good now.

God doesn’t want us to stop there, nor should we. Instead when our seedling feels the warmth of the sun, we should keep striving to learn more. As we learn more, our faith gets nourishment from God, and it grows taller and stronger. So God doesn’t automatically give us faith, but when we strive to know HIM, faith weaves itself into the fabric of our being, and is strengthened by HIS nourishment in our lives.

Satan casts doubts, like acid on our faith, in an attempt to turn us away from God. We can’t control what Satan throws at us, nor can we control when. Satan is always whispering, especially to those he feels are close to God, and we may not hear that whispering every day, but then wham – his whispers get louder and suddenly those acidic doubts start making us feel less than. We can, however, control our faith. When doubt is cast into our life, that’s the time to draw even closer to God; using our faith as a shield against our doubts.

I believe Satan has been working overtime casting doubt within me lately about a certain thing in my life. It doesn’t matter what the specific thing is, but it’s a big part of me and the doubt has been fairly intense. Because of my faith in God, I remind myself that the doubt Satan is casting is false. I am in control of my faith. I have placed every part of my life into God’s hands and God will decide the outcome. Satan doesn’t get to.

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